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Starring at the name of my blog stings a bit...
Im not suppose to be bumming off of my old roomate, and living in Phoenix, AZ. Im suppose to be living in Flagstaff and attending NAU [Life in a Northern Town]. I work 10 hr shifts 4 days a week and live for my weekends... my weekends filled with "me time" or my bestie :), who i pathetically love entirely too much :/....fml.
Im starting all over again and it scares the crap out of me because it took me so long to get to a great spot in Flagstaff. How am i going to do school next semester? How am i going to make new friends? How am i going to stop loving this boy?! I could seriously go on but i get sick looking at stuff pathetically still not knowing who i am ....

Hello tomorrow..

Well my camera is broken:/(not that i have much skill anyway)... im not going to New Zealand... and i have to move back home for the summer to work 2 jobs. Im done depending on my mom, or anyone else for that matter. When is it wrong for a child to ask for help or need help for that matter. It should never be. Im scared, and desperate for stability. I can do this, I can make my dreams come true all by myself.... Ireland next summer here i come!

New Zealand!?! New world!?!?

This summer i will be embarking on what could possibly be the greatest summer of my life! Earlier this year if you asked me what my summer would be consisting of i would have replied with a somber "I'm working" or "idk picking up some extra classes".... BUT thanks to my buddy ole pal Brent, i am setting off to new uncharted territories... destination... NEW ZEALAND! Okay, so its not exactly "uncharted territories" but it is for us! Ive always known i was going to travel- I just never thought it would happen so soon in my life! This adventure will consist of working on locals farms for room and board and three meals a day. The weekends and nights however are ALL mine. The thought of all the shots (photo of course ;) i will encounter takes my breath away (literally). The sights and food and culture of New Zealand ahhhhhhhh May needs to get here quicker!!! Happy Birthday to meeeeeee